The fear of the Lord
Keeps my heart at bay,
My heart shifty
Desperately hiding its deceit,
To take the risk
To show itself,
Feelings arise
The possibility of rejection,
Feelings of wanting its own way
Over being devout to God,
Even though that devotion
Would benefit me,
My will tho
Stronger than emotion,
To choose to move towards the Lord,
To truly worship Him
To strip away the flesh,
To turn towards His face,
The Light burning
The darkness away
For the moment,
Still beloved by Him
In this scandalous act
Of wavering away,
Of hiding from the truth within,
Beloved by Him,
By His Great Name